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sendshercrumbling's "remember"

Wed Apr 29, 2009, 9:51 PM

4 years ago i remember a community where everyone was excited to create. Emotions were high for me at the time and now i wonder where they dried out.

Its hard looking back thru my old sketches and my old playlist.

There was plenty to look forward to and plenty of distractions.

The parties, the coffee and cigarettes, the sex, the sketchbook sessions, the desert like hallways of a school i called home.

I dont know if i could ever find anything like those years, the feelings, the ideas, the drive to dream.

Theres no turning back.......

theres no where togo.........

When I was a little kid I accidently stabbed my palm with a pencil.

Im 22 and I am just remembering how to use it again.

Maybe I can draw a line I can follow.

I rather not draw that line alone.

Just in case it leads me somewhere i do not want togo.

just in case i get lost.

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Interests: movement, individualality, history (not one you read in books ,but the one in front of your eyes)
Favourite movie: any movie that goes far into depth. far into the filth of reality.
Favourite band or musician: Orchid, Jeromes Dream, Stop It!, the flying worker, pageninetynine, Panthers,
Favourite genre of music: music where feedback and screaming become sexual, orgasmic, breath-taking.
Favourite artist: Robert Rauschenberg, Edward Kienholze, Robert Motherwell, Mark Rothko
Personal Quote: "what we do does make a difference"

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~thevelvetspleen Aug 18, 2006, 2:45:16 PM

oh JesusJESUS!! I like what you say about history. We're on the same page about books and what's in front of you. Fuck books, it's all there. Someone's gotta have a scanner for you. I want to see your new stuff. I misses youuus. come back to New York sometime when your new job gives you vacations!

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~thevelvetspleen Jun 28, 2006, 9:03:36 PM

Wasn't that SO GOOD!!! I finished mine when you guys were half way done...maybe because i used to eat one once a week for very obvious reasons.

OMG! didn't I tell you about how ghetto my grocery store is??? My grocery cart was so fucked up today that I banged into everything.

You know how grocery stores always have soft soothing music playing...not that my store was playing ghetto ghetto rap...i got to listen to that while i put mangos in a bag...and then when we were walking home with our groceries there were gunshots...and some guy sitting on his stoop slapped a girl's ass really hard. Those details make me love my neighborhood more and more everytime.

Don't you love Bed/Stuy. You seriously have to come back. I was sad when you guys left. :/